I am on. Full bore.... 110%... I Am SOOOOOO into it... feeling the juices flowing... Ready to get some shit DONE!!!.. I am literally hitting my stride @ 10:30 pm. But I have to bed down for the night to get ready for "Work". I am wishing that the clock would slow down because the closer it gets to midnight or 1 am or 2 am, the slower I am going to be in the morning.
It is like this most every day. I leave work for the day just when I am starting to hit my stride intellectually and creatively.
It is SO frustrating. What a waste.
The world works from 7 am to 5 pm... I am on, full bore, from 4 pm to 2-4 am. Always have been, always will. I have been on the 8-5 schedule for 5 years. It doesn't work. When I hit my intellectual and creative stride most people are are setting their alarm clock for the next day. But I am to be at work from 9 to 5. What to do?
And what kills me is that some ppl give me grief and frown on this like I am lazy or lack some sort of moral fortitude because of my body clock.
GRRRRRRRR... Oh well. It is what it is.... a waste.